Monday, August 15, 2005
sian-ified
life is so boring. i get up. i stone in front of the computer for god knows how many damn hours. with the occasional phone calls. i eat. i continue stoning. no one goes out with me anymore. sobx. -.-i gotta stop stoning in front of the com doing nothing in particular. it's bad for the eyes. maybe i should do something more constructive. like copying lyrics. but perching on the sofa armrest and copying is not very comfy. i need a better spot. my neck's getting tired.
but if i put the laptop on the coffee table, the internet cable can't reach the laptop. sadly the wireless internet doesn't seem to work anymore. even if i do nothing online, i still like the feeling of BEING ONLINE. like on msn. if i'm not connected to msn, i feel like i'm missing out on something. like someone may be trying to talk to me but i'm not there. but as if there are people wanting to talk to me anyway.
i have about 120+ english songs on my computer. mostly downloaded by my friend who sends them to me. and 99% of them are love songs. sappy sappy love songs which i listen to for the comfort of my own ears. and my heart. lyrics are so meaningful, that's why i choose to waste my time copying them out.
besides friendster and blog-hopping, i have nothing else to do. for no one talks to me on msn anyway. i dun even have anything to blog about. back to the topic sentence: life is so boring. but i dun wanna leave singapore. i wanna stay for as long as it takes.
`` i need you now, more than words can say.. i need you now, i gotta find a way before i lose my mind...
.cassiopeia. sailed into the sunset at 12:02 p.m.
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